It is April 11 year 1981 when I have my most precious gift from God. I was overjoyed and I could hardly explain what I felt at that time, God have showered me with all the blessings and love that I couldn’t imagine, having my wonderful son “ Joel Ivan De Guzman ‘’ my Angel, my Baby, and my ever dearest son, I have loved him so much, I considered him as my life. He is also my strength, my joy and happiness. Now April 11, 2009 and we remembered his 28th Birthday without him alive.
It is almost 5 months ago when all my dreams and life shattered with the dreadful news that “Joel” my beloved son was killed. I keep denying that it was not true and believed that it was just a nightmare, but when I realized and saw my son in front of me without breath, I feel so helpless and dying at the same time. As I kissed and hugged my son the more I feel that I have to do something for him and he needs me and long for help. It hurts me more and more because I don’t know where to start, and how to ease the pain inside of me, as the time passed by the more it becomes painful and it kills me more and more cause until now the killer is at large. I just felt that my son cries for his justice.
There are a lot of questions that still long for an answers and it keeps bothering me and my family. We cannot be at peace until it was answered. We want justice and the killer should pay for what he did to my son. He killed my son in the same way that he killed our happiness, and he made our lives miserable, day to day with this painful and tragic experienced without having my dearest son, who was killed at the very young aged and died cruelly in the hands of this killer FRANCIS MORRONDOZ y FILIO.
I know the Lord will vindicate my son, and He will never forsake us, He has His own way to comfort His people and I believed no one can escape from the eyes of God, The killer maybe at large at the moment but the justice of God is at hand. When that time comes I may be relieved but still I missed my son. I just pray that wherever and whatever happens may God gives us the strength to overcome all the pain and wish that my son is also at peace with God in heaven.
May this letter be my way to let my son know how thankful I am from the day I have him and how painful and lonely I am when I lose him.
Son, I love you, I am sorry for all my shortcomings. I never realized that you will be gone so soon, If I could bring back the time I would spend more time with you and would make you feel how happy and proud I am to be your mommy. We love you very much! Me, Butchie, Jhong and Daddy, We missed you too so much!!!
This is the complete address and data of the said killer FRANCIS MORRONDOZ y FILIO with the street number of 11 Athena Saint Michael Subd. Lias Marilao Bulacan.
Order of Arrest Criminal Case # 09-0081-CFM with the case of Murder (No Bail)
Criminal case # 09-0080-CFM Case Arson
Criminal Case# 09-0082-CFM Case Robbery
To all readers, friends, family members, parents, concern citizens, Law officers:
We appeal to everyone; any information regarding the suspect, to hasten his arrest will be very much appreciated. We may not give you enough financial reward but I know God will bless you in His own way. Thank you very much! We really need your HELP NOW!!!!
Monday, April 20, 2009
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3 comments:
it's indeed very painful to lose someone you love, wat more if his life ws taken away senselessly.
Is this a hate crime, if i may ask?
Hate crime is committed for mere reason of discriminatiion against gender, sexual orientation, race, religion, etc.
I support you all te way and your entire family. Let me know what i can personally do, to the best that i can...
Take time to heal...in time, justice will be served, and Ivan's life will be celebrated forever
Its been 5 months since my brother was killed by a man who put a crime by his hands. In 5 months everything was change, even me, the day my brother was killed, i was also killed, i was lost and can't figure it out how to start life with out my half, and that's my brother!!! i try to be brave, to be look okay even if in my eyes i was deeply HURT!!! the hurt will be with me FOREVER!! NO ONE KNOW HOW MUCH IT's KILLS me the day my brother was killed, i know GOD is GOOD and Francis will be in jail SOON!! so please spread this message to all please help us to serve the justice for my brother soon, and so my brother, my kuya, my love, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH guide me to be brave and see life more colorful even you were gone, i know your always show me the right path i deserved and we will see each other again, but before we see each other again, Francis and i see each other again SOON!!!!!
I hope by chance you read this comment. Your dad "kuya Jojo" is my moms god brother. the last time she had seen him was in 1993. my uncle in the philippines text me to tell my mom to watch soco on tfc because kuya Jojo was on & someone murdered his son. i am very sorry. my mom cried since she has not seen joel since he was a baby. she knew how much he meant to your dad & family. we're trying to get in touch but we have no contact number of your dad in the philippines. i asked my uncle Mandy Vereynato & my aunt Josie Torralba if they had your dads cell phone number but they're still looking for it. please tell your dad Milagros/Meng is saddened by this news. our prayers for your family. please email me if you get this message.. jakhri@yahoo.com
-PJ
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